I just took about 20 self-portraits, my styling was pretty wild, I put red lipgloss over my eyebrows and wore black/blue lipstick, I did 2 upper nude photos, I can’t wait to see how these turn out. I’ve never done color self portraits. The excitement of shooting film never fails me. But since I don’t like to just send one roll, I might shoot another roll to send off with this one or maybe not, either way. Stoked.
I’m going to get fit and love my body and myself completely, well I’m going to try to. Once I put to action some of the things I want to accomplish and make a part of me and my lifestyle, I’ll tell you all about it.
Are you on the third season of Misfits?! My boyfriend and I are king of obsessed but Hulu only has some of the second season out. If you know of a place where we can watch it, please let me know!
Yeah I’ve finished watching seasons 1-3 already! Well I have an anti-virus software on my computer,the site that I get my videos from is pretty sketchy with all the pop ups and such but the website is www. tv-links.eu / tv-shows/Misfits_15094/ and watch my episodes on megavideo or sockshare on there. :-) hope I’ve helped! I love Misfits so much, you’ll be so shocked to see what’s happened the remainder of the 3rd season, SO GOOD!
break out on top of break out is just so disheartening. I stopped washing my face for a little over a week and up until yesterday saw improvement in the fact that my breakouts seemed to cease but somewhere in the middle of today breakout all on my cheeks appears because I used this damn scrub, I’m just going to start over again with not washing my face and only using the aztec clay mask as my treatment but I am definitely going to see the dermatologist again, I was nearly 4 months strong with really great skin then everything crashed down on me, I started breaking out again with blemishes from the breakouts and then having breakouts on top of blemishes from previous breakouts! ughhh not to mention that there are these random dark dry patches on my cheeks. I literally just buried my face in my pillow in an attempt to break down and cry. It’s so frustrating and I don’t wear foundation or powder or concealer or any of that kind of stuff because I personally would feel like I was being deceiving and dishonest and as if I were wearing a mask so I’ll just go to the dermatologist and have them gag at my face lol.
at the moment I am basically back to square one in search of employment. I gave in my two weeks notice at my current shitty job on Friday, meaning I quit. I continuously thought why am I working this job that wears me out, why am I dealing with a miserable, gossiping, degrading, rude, mean and pompous boss 4 days of the week, why am I tense, having muscle spasms, achy bones and breaking out and just all around unhappy? The only thing I could think of was the fact that it’s a paycheck every two weeks…but not for the sake of my happiness and definitely not a kick-starter to this new year, I refuse to spend this year being miserable and unhappy at a job that is something I wanted to do to save a little money, to earn, to help my mother out who does so much for me, to continue with the advancement of my independence. I don’t think I or anyone deserves to be treated like they are less than at ANY job. So next Friday will be my last day and I have been on the hunt for a new job for months now anyway. I know I’ll be fine, I’m happier already and my skin and breakouts have diminished immensely! I initially wanted to save to treat myself to a few things that I want like a bike and tattoos and of course a few things I need were first priority like groceries and to generally have money saved in the bank for school/misc/emergency purposes but I’ll see what I will do while I’m without work again….I will definitely be working more on myself while I’m job hunting again. This is not so much disappointing as it is exciting, jumping into new aspects of life and new opportunities, 2012 bring it on!!
ATTENTION EVERYONE : if you walk from home, school, office or anywhere and you are alone and you come across a little boy crying holding a piece of paper with an address on it, DO NOT TAKE HIM THERE! take him straight to the police station for this is the new 'gang' way of rape. The incident is getting worse. Warn your families. Reblog this so this mesage can get accross to everyone.